I recently realized, or the Lord has shown me one, that I don’t have to be “DOING” to be loved by Him.
My entire life I have been “doing.” And I have placed much of my self worth in the act of what I could do for others.
If I was a good enough wife, mother, teacher, friend, or minister– then I was worthy and valuable to God.
But what happens when all of my titles are stripped away?
An inner crisis rose up within me.
I was no longer able to do those things.
I’ve just been “Leah Hughes 1-3-90.”
I’ve just been a cancer patient sitting in a chemo chair.
I’ve just been recovering on my couch or in my bed.
I have done HARD things.
Each day I have to chose to give myself grace.
I’ve been fighting a nasty cancer, and a very intensive aggressive treatment.
I have not been “doing” — I have just been being.
And you know what?
That’s enough.
I am loved, just as I am. Not in producing or creating. Not in mothering or cooking meals.
I am loved because I am loved, because I am loved.
Zephaniah 3:17.
The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save.
He will rejoice over you with singing, he will quiet you with his love.
I love to imagine my Heavenly Father rejoicing over me with singing.
I am lovable.
I am capable.
I am enough.
So in this season, I am allowing myself to just be.
And I would like to encourage you to do the same.
Maybe your season is different from mine.
Maybe you are drowning in the responsibilities of life. I know what that is like, too.
Just know that you are loved and treasured, not by anything that you DO.
But because God loves YOU.
Even if you aren’t a “Christian.”
He loves you, because He loves you, because He loves you.
Just simply, be.
So beautiful. No matter the age or circumstances, these words are comforting.
Yeah! I can be me and He loves me! I love this writing. And I love you!
Amen