A pastor’s wife who doesn’t pray who doesn’t lift up her own head I don’t pray for myself But yet the people do Do I deserve such prayers? When my own spirit doesn’t utter a word? I lay here Trapped in my mind Trapped with my thoughts What things do I think on? Not of… Read More Imposter
I can barely look at pictures of myself and my babies taken before Nov 8th. I see so much joy and love in those photos. My heart grieves when I look at my life “before.” I can barely stand it. I feel a pit in my stomach—of what was. Of what seems like such a… Read More Even Jesus Wept
a friend loves at all times you call me friend but can I say the same of you? are you a friend a friend never leaves and yet I’ve felt so alone a friend is trustworthy and now all trust is gone how could you let this happen to me your friend, your daughter have… Read More a friend
I’ve grieved a lot lately. Different days, about different things. As much as I hate to say it, cancer has stolen so much from me. It might have stolen my energy, but it can’t take away my determination. It might have stolen my job, but it can’t take away my gift of teaching. It might… Read More What Cancer Stole
If the hairs on my head are numbered Why did you let them fall I thought you counted each of them If by your stripes I am healed But the disease hasn’t left When will the healing come? If you supply all we need According to your riches in glory Then why do people die… Read More Earth As It Is